Denyingly complicated and a full-fledged hypocrite.
Craving and fearing loneliness.
shall i compare thee to a summer’s day
thou art sweaty and warm and disgusting please go away
(via lumos-maxima)
I hate these random moments of depression i get when i sit in silence for too long. Its like the silence makes me think and i do not want to think. I want to be like most people, clueless. Because being clueless lets you believe whatever you want and that way you can be happy. Not knowing the shitty things that exists in this world is probably heaven to me. One of the shitty things in this world is loneliness. I am a victim of this parasite. That is one of my weaknesses and me admitting that i have a weakness makes me even weaker. I fucking hate being weak.
(via supremepeniskingsam)
(Source: wordsthat-speak, via wordsthat-speak)